What's Left

Chapter 15 - What's Left
Moving back into the mansion felt strange at first, like wearing a coat that used to fit differently.
Gertrude and Prudence had thirty days to vacate under the court order, and true to the timeline Rebecca had estimated, they were gone within three weeks, taking only what was legally theirs, which turned out to be considerably less than either of them had apparently assumed.
Marcus walked through the front hall the day after the last of their things had gone, Jamie trailing behind him, wide-eyed at rooms he'd apparently never been allowed to properly explore.
"Is this really all ours now, Dad?" Jamie asked, standing in the doorway of a sitting room with tall windows and afternoon light pooling across the floor.
"It always was, buddy," Marcus said. "It just took a little while to get it back the way it should've been."
Sarah joined them, watching Jamie run his hand along a bannister he'd probably only ever seen from a distance before.
"It's going to take time," she said quietly to Marcus, "before this actually feels like home instead of just a house we're allowed in now."
"I know," Marcus said. "We don't have to rush that."
That evening, after Jamie had gone to sleep in an actual bedroom of his own, proper bed, proper walls, no bare bulb overhead, Sarah found Marcus sitting on the back patio, looking out at the yard where the old service kitchen still stood, empty now.
"What are you thinking about," she asked, sitting beside him.
"I keep thinking I should tear that kitchen down," Marcus said. "Rebuild it into something else. Erase it."
Sarah considered that for a moment.
"Maybe," she said. "Or maybe we turn it into something completely different. A little art studio for Jamie. Something that isn't about erasing what happened, but about deciding what happens there next."
Marcus looked at her, something in his chest loosening at the idea.
"I like that better," he said. "Erasing it feels like pretending it didn't happen. I don't want to pretend anymore. I just want to build something better on top of it."
They sat together in the quiet for a while, the kind of quiet that didn't need filling.
"Rebecca called this afternoon," Sarah said eventually. "Said the criminal referral is moving forward. Might take months yet, but it's moving."
"Let it take as long as it takes," Marcus said. "We're not in a hurry anymore. We have time now."
Sarah leaned her head against his shoulder, the bracelet on her wrist catching the last of the evening light.
"Do you ever think about forgiving her," she asked. "Eventually. Not now. Just... eventually."
Marcus was quiet for a long moment, considering the question honestly rather than reaching for whatever answer might sound right.
"I don't know," he said finally. "I think I might forgive her, someday, for my own sake, so I'm not carrying this forever. But I don't think I'll ever trust her again. Those feel like two different things."
"They are," Sarah agreed. "I think that's allowed."
They sat there a while longer, the mansion quiet and finally, genuinely theirs behind them, the empty service kitchen a small dark shape in the yard, waiting to become something else entirely.
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*Not erased.*
*Just repurposed.*